As a young man, I was known as a swimmer to some, a christian to others and an artist to a few. I always did things to the extreme and enjoyed pushing my body to the limits. Life seemed to be working out in my favor until out of the blue l was bedridden by an incurable disease (MS). My body had given up on itself and soon even sitting on a couch was unbearable. My medical insurance didn't cover half the doctors bills and the side effects I experienced from the medication left me contemplating death. I had to find another way out. After 11 months of debilitating pain and searching for answers, I found the answer while self isolating in my friend's basement, doing qigong. I was gifted with a vision that gave me direct insight as to why I was suffering, and why humans suffer. I saw things that cannot be explained and was given a whole new perspective on what it means to be a human.